Hello, lovelies!

Hey there, it's been an eternity since we last connected—or at least, that's how it feels in my heart. I hope this letter finds you all doing amazingly well, as always. As I sit here in the stillness of a chilly, quiet 2am night, I find myself compelled to pour my emotions onto this page, sharing with you the reasons behind my sudden disappearance from the online world. But before we dive into that, let me clarify that this letter doesn't come with any promises of my return. It's simply a heartfelt expression of where I stand at this moment.Let's rewind the clock and revisit the beginnings of our journey together. Back in those days, I was a wide-eyed and somewhat foolish 15 or 16-year-old when the pandemic storm rolled in. It was during that chaotic time that I stumbled upon Blisschen, and oh, how her Minecraft adventures captivated me! There was an inexplicable magic in the way she sculpted her virtual world, and it resonated deeply within my soul. Being an avid Minecraft player myself, I never could have imagined that the game held such ethereal beauty and tranquility. It became a sanctuary for me, a respite from the tumultuous reality unfolding outside. And so, inspired by Blisschen's enchanting creations, I embarked on my own journey, venturing into the realm of content creation and carving out a space for myself online.Those were the days when I encountered a remarkable tapestry of souls, including the likes of Rei, Jen, Mar, Kaz, Ikuyuk, Haru, Anaïs, Cinn, Grim, Mimac, Bliss, MissGhouls, Kaito, Sol, Iza, Lulu, Kality, Pixel, Owen, Eto, and many more. Together, we weathered the storms of the pandemic, sharing our joys, sorrows, and everything in between. Even though we might not have met face-to-face or exchanged personal stories, there was an undeniable bond, a kinship that transcended virtual boundaries. Each of you brought your unique light and spirit into my life, and for that, I will be forever grateful.As time went on, we collectively nurtured a vibrant community of Bedrock creators, with a sprinkle of Java aficionados thrown into the mix. Together, we achieved something truly extraordinary. With the blessing of our beloved MissGhouls, we successfully ported Ghoulcraft to Bedrock—a feat that was anything but easy. Oh, the challenges we faced! Yet, with unwavering determination and a united spirit, we persevered. It was a foundation upon which an army of future creators and their wondrous creations would flourish. I cannot adequately express the overwhelming joy, love, and support that radiated from our community during that time. It was like a warm embrace that melted away the hardships and filled my heart with gratitude. Looking back now, my eyes well up with tears of nostalgia and pride. I feel a profound sense of awe when witnessing the breathtaking masterpieces crafted by these talented individuals—masterpieces that continue to inspire and captivate me to this day. Please know that I am eternally proud of each and every one of you. You have become the architects of dreams, painting the canvas of Minecraft with your boundless creativity. Though our paths may have diverged, the impact you've made on me remains, and I am forever in awe of your beautiful souls.But let's delve into the reason behind my sudden departure, for it is a tale that weaves together complexities and personal struggles. You see, amidst the chaos of college stress, the weight of societal expectations, and the toll of pouring my heart and soul into my creations, I reached a point where I no longer recognized myself. It was as if I had donned a mask, an imposter that overshadowed my true self. The guilt that ensued from claiming achievements that didn't feel authentically mine weighed heavily on my conscience. It's a feeling that's challenging to articulate, and even as I write these words, it feels like trying to catch smoke with bare hands. I would sit there, staring at the screen, engrossed in my creative endeavors, and questions would swirl within me. "Who am I doing this for?" I'd ask myself. "Will this truly bring me lasting happiness?" And perhaps most hauntingly, "Am I destined to do this forever?" The cacophony of doubts and uncertainty gnawed at my mental and physical well-being, threatening to consume me. In the end, I made the difficult choice to step away from my online presence, seeking solace and rediscovery within the depths of my own soul.And oh, what a remarkable decision it has been. I want my dear friends to know that I'm very much alive, basking in the sunlight of a happy and healthy chapter in my life. I carry your spirits within me, a cherished part of my journey. Please understand that even though I may not be physically present, my support and love for all of you remain unwavering. I find solace in watching you from afar, witnessing the incredible strides you continue to make. It warms my heart to stumble upon your messages, tags, mentions, and hashtags. It's a reminder that the bonds we formed, though forged in the digital realm, have left an indelible mark. You hold a special place in my heart, and I treasure the memories we created together.So, my friends, as I conclude this suspicious letter, I hope you feel the sincerity and depth of my words. Life is an ever-shifting tapestry, and our paths have taken us in different directions. But always remember that you are not alone, for the imprint of your souls lingers in the very fabric of my being. Take solace in the knowledge that our shared experiences, however brief or expansive, have forever shaped us. And should the winds of fate ever bring us back together, know that my heart will welcome you with open arms.With boundless love and gratitude,
Kao <3
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wP.s.
I'm saying this again, (My apologies for being blunt) I have no plans of coming back to my contents or going online as "Kao" again. I may have stopped being them, but not totally forgetten them. However, I will still update some of my packs if ever I have the time, and take actions to suspicious use of my pack creations.P.ss.
Do keep an eye out for a cherry and bamboo update of my pack Erstwhile CIT! (If laziness wouldn't strike me, that is...)P.sss.
Guess who's graduated from english classes :))P.ssss.
Please come back, Bliss. We miss you :(09/07/2023

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